shadowprophet
October 15th, 2007, 11:55
Confess your sins.
What is the worst thing you ever did to someone?
I was thinking about this tonight.
Let me spin you a tale. When I was a kid I went though this mean phase..
And I'm not talking about an unruly phase or a hyperactive phase, I'm talking about Devils advocate evil/mean, I would start fights with other kids just because I liked to hit people. (make your assumptions now, Some of them are probably true)
I was a messed up little kid. But in fairness I was still a child. Many lessons had yet to be learned at that time.
Continuing on.
Everyone has a nemesis, that one person who you just can not tolerate to breath the same air as .. If you don't have one now, You did at one time, Or will in the future, "Trust"
For me that nemesis was Jeff mother****ing ford, Yeah that's his middle name. Prove me wrong..
Even now when I think about it, He still pisses me off.. He was the opposite of Shadowprophet in every way. A spoiled little bitch boy that thought he was better then everyone else and verbalized it often by putting people and their families down.
One time me and my friend cliffy, who is still one of my closest friends till this day,
where at the park, we where about eleven back then. we where walking, its just something we always did when things bothered us. We would grab a soda and walk and talk about girls and video games or anything really until our problems didn't seem so bad anymore.
Well this particular time, We where walking because Cliff's Uncle Had passed away. It was a pretty bad time for cliffy. Cliffy was very close to his uncle, they where more like brothers. But his uncle had problems. "which where apparent" But lets put that explanation to rest, I don't like to explain that.
So we where walking in the park and who do we run into, But Jeff ford, Of all people. It's already well known between the three of us, that Jeff doesn't like cliffy.
He says to cliff, He says. You look like you have been crying what's wrong.
Cliff told him Nothing I'm just having a bad day. I look like hell but I haven't been crying.
Then jeff says. Oh well Though you might be crying because your uncle died.
It's all over town that he killed himself because he caught Aids from that gay man.
Cliff at that point nearly blacked out, His blood pressure must have been really high because his nose just started bleeding on its own. As for me, I was so pissed, I don't really remember all the details But...
As I'm told. I broke his arm, Cliff broke his nose. And I cut him up pretty bad with a sharp rock. I don't honestly remember it all. Cliff says It was like I was a different person for a few minuets I guess I was so angry, It was like I just went "somewhere" for a moment. I don't know, I cant explain it.
But we really hurt that kid, We hurt him bad...
Yes there was court, and yes there was reform school, And curfews, and supervised probation. and therapy and medicine. the entire nine yards. as you can imagine jeffs parents didn't look at it as a simple ass kicking, they had the book thrown at us. because they had the money and the power to have it thrown.
In honest, Jeffs parents where pissed and had the funds to make sure me and cliffy dearly paied for scuffing up there precious little angel. But W/e it's all in the past now.
I still think back to that time though, And wonder how I was ever that violent. I've grown a lot since then. I'm a completely different person to be honest.
But I still think back to that time, And remember what we did.
And the scary part is. I'm still not sorry for it.
You weren't there. He got what he deserved.
And that my friends, Is Shadowprophets sin.
You probably cant top mine, But I thought I would share it anyway.
So lets hear some of yours, Come on its a fair trade Guys.
What is the worst thing you ever did to someone?
I was thinking about this tonight.
Let me spin you a tale. When I was a kid I went though this mean phase..
And I'm not talking about an unruly phase or a hyperactive phase, I'm talking about Devils advocate evil/mean, I would start fights with other kids just because I liked to hit people. (make your assumptions now, Some of them are probably true)
I was a messed up little kid. But in fairness I was still a child. Many lessons had yet to be learned at that time.
Continuing on.
Everyone has a nemesis, that one person who you just can not tolerate to breath the same air as .. If you don't have one now, You did at one time, Or will in the future, "Trust"
For me that nemesis was Jeff mother****ing ford, Yeah that's his middle name. Prove me wrong..
Even now when I think about it, He still pisses me off.. He was the opposite of Shadowprophet in every way. A spoiled little bitch boy that thought he was better then everyone else and verbalized it often by putting people and their families down.
One time me and my friend cliffy, who is still one of my closest friends till this day,
where at the park, we where about eleven back then. we where walking, its just something we always did when things bothered us. We would grab a soda and walk and talk about girls and video games or anything really until our problems didn't seem so bad anymore.
Well this particular time, We where walking because Cliff's Uncle Had passed away. It was a pretty bad time for cliffy. Cliffy was very close to his uncle, they where more like brothers. But his uncle had problems. "which where apparent" But lets put that explanation to rest, I don't like to explain that.
So we where walking in the park and who do we run into, But Jeff ford, Of all people. It's already well known between the three of us, that Jeff doesn't like cliffy.
He says to cliff, He says. You look like you have been crying what's wrong.
Cliff told him Nothing I'm just having a bad day. I look like hell but I haven't been crying.
Then jeff says. Oh well Though you might be crying because your uncle died.
It's all over town that he killed himself because he caught Aids from that gay man.
Cliff at that point nearly blacked out, His blood pressure must have been really high because his nose just started bleeding on its own. As for me, I was so pissed, I don't really remember all the details But...
As I'm told. I broke his arm, Cliff broke his nose. And I cut him up pretty bad with a sharp rock. I don't honestly remember it all. Cliff says It was like I was a different person for a few minuets I guess I was so angry, It was like I just went "somewhere" for a moment. I don't know, I cant explain it.
But we really hurt that kid, We hurt him bad...
Yes there was court, and yes there was reform school, And curfews, and supervised probation. and therapy and medicine. the entire nine yards. as you can imagine jeffs parents didn't look at it as a simple ass kicking, they had the book thrown at us. because they had the money and the power to have it thrown.
In honest, Jeffs parents where pissed and had the funds to make sure me and cliffy dearly paied for scuffing up there precious little angel. But W/e it's all in the past now.
I still think back to that time though, And wonder how I was ever that violent. I've grown a lot since then. I'm a completely different person to be honest.
But I still think back to that time, And remember what we did.
And the scary part is. I'm still not sorry for it.
You weren't there. He got what he deserved.
And that my friends, Is Shadowprophets sin.
You probably cant top mine, But I thought I would share it anyway.
So lets hear some of yours, Come on its a fair trade Guys.