Zion
February 11th, 2007, 15:10
After the three days that i took a break from the scene to reflect on my actions on the last 4 months when i have ruined a year of hard work and time getting respected and liked, i have come to realise a few things.
1. I was a drama queen.
i admit it and promise those days are behind me (this post isnt drama its a summarasiation.)
2. I was a flamer.
Over the last 4 months i turned from a placid normal user into a huge flamer,... i took anything and everything personally and realise what a emo i was for doing so....again a new leaf has being turned over.
3. I insulted freinds...
i made some people who were my freinds my enemies by insulting them and making a fool out of myself...gunntims is just one of the people who used to be my freind until i made a ass out of my self yet again. I have also appologised deeply to quzar who i should never have flamed for him making his valid point...i understand if he is still annoyed with me as i did go overboard.
4. Ive lost my rep.
i realise with all the stuff i have done, any good reputation i had is down the drain....
nothing i can say can change this and i aim to wipe the slate clean and regain the respect and freindship i once had.
5. I insulted dcemu & Darkalex.
My post in the release of quest of link was obsurd and frankly obscene to insult dcemu for the way the thread was going and also my snide remark about dark alex due to my psp briking was out of order., the psps brick was my fault, i agreed to the conditions and therefor should have taken responsibilty for it. & i have already made a huge public appology for what i did to dcemu here : http://zionmax.com/showthread.php?t=887
Bear in mind the bit about me leaving was before i reflected on the events.
So to summarise, i realise i was a idiot, and i was out of order and frankly stupid to ruin what i had (i lost my moderator status here and a lot of freinds too) all over being a jackass who took everything to seriously.
Im not begging for forgiveness, all i am asking for is that i can be given the chance to show you all i have changed and will be the user i once was again.
My new msn is : [email protected] if anyone would like a chat
1. I was a drama queen.
i admit it and promise those days are behind me (this post isnt drama its a summarasiation.)
2. I was a flamer.
Over the last 4 months i turned from a placid normal user into a huge flamer,... i took anything and everything personally and realise what a emo i was for doing so....again a new leaf has being turned over.
3. I insulted freinds...
i made some people who were my freinds my enemies by insulting them and making a fool out of myself...gunntims is just one of the people who used to be my freind until i made a ass out of my self yet again. I have also appologised deeply to quzar who i should never have flamed for him making his valid point...i understand if he is still annoyed with me as i did go overboard.
4. Ive lost my rep.
i realise with all the stuff i have done, any good reputation i had is down the drain....
nothing i can say can change this and i aim to wipe the slate clean and regain the respect and freindship i once had.
5. I insulted dcemu & Darkalex.
My post in the release of quest of link was obsurd and frankly obscene to insult dcemu for the way the thread was going and also my snide remark about dark alex due to my psp briking was out of order., the psps brick was my fault, i agreed to the conditions and therefor should have taken responsibilty for it. & i have already made a huge public appology for what i did to dcemu here : http://zionmax.com/showthread.php?t=887
Bear in mind the bit about me leaving was before i reflected on the events.
So to summarise, i realise i was a idiot, and i was out of order and frankly stupid to ruin what i had (i lost my moderator status here and a lot of freinds too) all over being a jackass who took everything to seriously.
Im not begging for forgiveness, all i am asking for is that i can be given the chance to show you all i have changed and will be the user i once was again.
My new msn is : [email protected] if anyone would like a chat