Originally Posted by
shadowprophet
Trust me bro, It's not too harsh. There is a lot people don't know about me but mostly because I elect to keep a lot of my life away from the forums, there are some things I just don't like to talk about And really when I do, People are always like that's so sad or, I understand how you feel. No, They really don't, No one understands how it feels to lose a child. No one understands what that hurts like to have a part of you dead and in the ground. No one has ever hurt like that. That Was my hurt and no one knows how it hurt me,. What it did to my mind and my heart. I don't talk about it because I don't want people to say to me that they understand. Because they don't. They weren't there they didn't feel like I did, they didn't spend five days night and day in the hospital praying that she would make it. only to be asked by a chaplain do you want to hold her one last time. before we have to take her away forever. Nobody will ever know how that feels unless they have been through it. I have lost a daughter she was born very sick. I would have been the father of a five year old girl this very day, But she didn't make it.
Those two killers deserve the worst humanity can throw at them forever till the end of time, Perhaps I'm bitter at them. Or maybe I know how it feels to be a father that lost a daughter. either way, These two murderers Deserve to die, But they deserve to suffer before they die.
All i ask is that no one comes through and says Thats so sad Or I know how you feel shadow. I appreciate that people would care, But its something I just don't want to discuss, Ive spent a lot of time just dealing with it. Its hard enough without haveing to talk about it.
Thanks for understanding everyone,. Shades.
