On Reflection

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February 11th, 2007, 15:10
Zion

On Reflection

After the three days that i took a break from the scene to reflect on my actions on the last 4 months when i have ruined a year of hard work and time getting respected and liked, i have come to realise a few things.

1. I was a drama queen.

i admit it and promise those days are behind me (this post isnt drama its a summarasiation.)

2. I was a flamer.

Over the last 4 months i turned from a placid normal user into a huge flamer,... i took anything and everything personally and realise what a emo i was for doing so....again a new leaf has being turned over.

3. I insulted freinds...

i made some people who were my freinds my enemies by insulting them and making a fool out of myself...gunntims is just one of the people who used to be my freind until i made a ass out of my self yet again. I have also appologised deeply to quzar who i should never have flamed for him making his valid point...i understand if he is still annoyed with me as i did go overboard.

4. Ive lost my rep.

i realise with all the stuff i have done, any good reputation i had is down the drain....
nothing i can say can change this and i aim to wipe the slate clean and regain the respect and freindship i once had.

5. I insulted dcemu & Darkalex.

My post in the release of quest of link was obsurd and frankly obscene to insult dcemu for the way the thread was going and also my snide remark about dark alex due to my psp briking was out of order., the psps brick was my fault, i agreed to the conditions and therefor should have taken responsibilty for it. & i have already made a huge public appology for what i did to dcemu here : http://zionmax.com/showthread.php?t=887

Bear in mind the bit about me leaving was before i reflected on the events.

So to summarise, i realise i was a idiot, and i was out of order and frankly stupid to ruin what i had (i lost my moderator status here and a lot of freinds too) all over being a jackass who took everything to seriously.

Im not begging for forgiveness, all i am asking for is that i can be given the chance to show you all i have changed and will be the user i once was again.

My new msn is : [email protected] if anyone would like a chat
February 11th, 2007, 15:16
ExcruciationX

You still have me! :p
February 11th, 2007, 15:23
acn010

you have me too, ill never get mad to you
February 11th, 2007, 15:58
PSPKOR

I dont think anyone blames you, I mean you were backed into a corner and you lashed out, it could happen to anyone. But no good looking at the past on to the future.
February 11th, 2007, 17:08
Paiku

HURRAY!
Glad to have you back!
February 11th, 2007, 18:01
cal360

You haven't lost your rep with me
February 11th, 2007, 18:14
Vendeta

Well im juessing your back.... Like i said on zion max
It takes a small man to overreact but a big man to relise the mistakes and apoligize... And for that zion you have earned my respect...
February 11th, 2007, 18:15
Shadowblind

Zion, dont worry about it! Dont talk anymore about it, and it'll probably dissapear.
February 11th, 2007, 18:17
Vendeta

Yes man learn to put things aside and go on... It makes you look worse... just end it with this thread and live your normal life... But glad to have you back...
February 11th, 2007, 18:26
JKKDARK

Making these threads will not make you something better. Stop taking the internet so serious.
February 11th, 2007, 18:26
Cap'n 1time

You've already admitted your mistakes, but lets not dwell on the past. Instead, lets work towards a better future.
February 11th, 2007, 18:28
dejkirkby

Peace has returned to the land Gnarnia! (Epic Movie)
February 11th, 2007, 18:31
Shadowblind

Hey Zion, end this thread and cause this to dissapear!
February 11th, 2007, 18:37
Zion

Quote:

Originally Posted by Cap'n 1time

You've already admitted your mistakes, but lets not dwell on the past. Instead, lets work towards a better future.

That was the best comment i could have hoped for :D

agreed :thumbup:
February 11th, 2007, 18:39
Vendeta

HI! i'm vendeta and I like to say the wrong things at completely the wrong time.
HEY WHO DID THIS... captn... Grrr... Well hes still a suck up lol...
February 11th, 2007, 18:44
splodger15

Its good to see you back Zion. Good luck in your C++ Quest Of Link game.
February 11th, 2007, 19:09
Zion

Quote:

Originally Posted by splodger15

Good luck in your C++ Quest Of Link game.

its not C++ :rolleyes:

im making it in C :thumbup:
February 11th, 2007, 19:11
Vendeta

OMG you ignore me :( .... i dont like being ignored...
Ya im done... hehe
February 11th, 2007, 19:38
dejkirkby

It's the only way to deal with you Deta, Ignore you or flame you!!:thumbup: ;)
February 11th, 2007, 19:40
Vendeta

^_^ dcemu wouldent run without loveble vendeta....
February 11th, 2007, 20:10
Tetris999

how bout me didnt you didnt forget about me :( right?
February 11th, 2007, 20:22
Vendeta

Nah we dont need you...
February 11th, 2007, 20:22
Destroyer699

Good to have you back. I couldn't live correctly if you stayed gone for too long.
February 11th, 2007, 20:27
Shrygue

Zion, I thought you left the homebrew scene for good. It's great to have you back with us all!
February 11th, 2007, 20:37
quzar

Did you admit to your staff at Zionmax yet that you lied to them about not being 'The_Reaper'? If not, that's the last step. Although making a new thread about it isn't the best way to 'stop being a drama queen' I understand that it is necessary to inform people what happened.

Welcome back, remember though, that you are on thin ice.
February 11th, 2007, 20:51
Zion

Quote:

Originally Posted by quzar

Did you admit to your staff at Zionmax yet that you lied to them about not being 'The_Reaper'?

yes i did ;)
February 11th, 2007, 20:56
S34MU5

Quote:

Originally Posted by Vendeta

^_^ dcemu wouldent run without vendeta....

Yes it would
February 11th, 2007, 21:14
TeenDev

don't worry about dude. ur fine on my book.
February 12th, 2007, 00:22
aries2k4

ya, don´t sweat it, just give us the old Zion back, lol, and keep on coding.
February 12th, 2007, 01:05
Video_freak

Everyone knew Zion was The ___Reaper. :P
February 12th, 2007, 02:34
S34MU5

Its was extremly obvious AHAHAHA
February 12th, 2007, 02:40
JKKDARK

I wonder what was the point..
February 12th, 2007, 04:25
MasterChafed

Im sorry, but damn is the homebrew scene full of drama. Its not that important. But, great to have you back Zion.