Zion Has Left the Building

**XioN980** · February 10th, 2007, 00:30

He posted this on his site:

Right then, Over this past week i have been afraid to show my face online that much after what i did.

I am embarrased and shamed by the way i acted.

My actions caused a lot of negative outlook towards dcemu and to some of its users and i should never have done anything to cause such actions.

My first post was also as discrase where i flamed the site for the spamming going on in the thread even though it was brought on by myself.

I would also like to appologise to quzar who i blamed and insulted (in a bad way) for causing the flaming even though he did nothing wrong and was only making a point about the games legal status. he could have posted it to me in a private message but even if he hadv done that, someone else would have posted it.... and i had no right to react like i did.

I also like to appologise to dark alex, who i made a snide remark about in that post regarding my psps brick, which was entirely my own fault.

So after all that havoc and flaming i caused and also the bad blood between this site and dcemu, and also a few members to turn on dcemu...

I have decided to leave the scene completly as i have totaly ruined my reputation and the reputation of others with my actions, so im handing the rains over webmaster/owner role to my mate - The_Reaper.

he will be doing my job on the site now as i wont be here any longer,.....
kudos to everyone and i just hope you can all remember me for the good things i did rather than the bad.

We'll miss you bro, no bad blood from me here.

Raise your glasses boys, we just lost a good user

**Destroyer699** · February 10th, 2007, 00:34

I'll post here what I have posted there.

I hope you have better luck offline than you do online. I'm sure you won't ever see this, so I don't know why I'm typing it. I just feel I have to.

What you have done for some are small things. What you have done for some people are great things. I respect your decision, and I understand why you want to leave, I just wish you didn't. Its basic human instinct, to miss others. I'm sure we are all humans, so i guess a lot of people will miss him. I already miss him. The first time I really met him was in an IRC chatroom. From there I got to know him a little and he made me a moderator here. What that shows is that he is a very accepting person. I could have easily ruined some of the site after he made me a moderator, and he knew that when making me a moderator. I thank him for giving me that chance. I deeply appreciate him for what he has done.

He has done a lot of things. He has made amazing homebrew games, he has made many friends, he has made a website and moderated others. He has also been flamed, riddiculed, spammed, blamed, and morally hurt. Soem people can be so rude and hurtful online. We may not be right next to each other, but we are all still humans with thoughts and feelings. I'm not a bot, Im an actual guy typing this. So is Zion, which i guess some others forgot. I don't see why people chose to attack him. From what I can understand in our conversations, he is having a very hard time in his life. He goes on his computer to escape all that, to be Zion for that time and not be who he is in real life. To be somthing greater is what he turns his computer on. In life, I'm John, the guy with a few friends trying to get by. When I turn on my computer, I'm Destroyer699, who alot know and don't riddiclue. When Zion gets on, he faces nothing better than real life, just other people virtually hurting him. Thats why I feel bad for him. Thats also why I respect his decision to leave. If he wants to leave, he has a right to. I just hope for his sake that he has good luck in real life and escapes all the problems he faces. Maybe he will sign on one day and see this..

**Mc_Logical** · February 10th, 2007, 00:36

well i havent got a clue what your on about dude but it sounds like to much worry to me, what ever it is its in the past maybe people can just forget it? at the end of the day its a bunch of text on your screen.

**S34MU5** · February 10th, 2007, 00:41

Sad times

cant wait to meet The_reaper

**Gene** · February 10th, 2007, 00:42

Originally Posted by Mc_Logical

well i havent got a clue what your on about dude but it sounds like to much worry to me, what ever it is its in the past maybe people can just forget it? at the end of the day its a bunch of text on your screen.

I agree.

nobody is perfect and evrybody makes mistakes.

hell look at me i can't spell for $#@!.
i wish you luck, and hope you reconsider leaving.

**pt9087** · February 10th, 2007, 00:44

at the end of the day its a bunch of text on your screen.

Nice words MC.

We all have our outbursts and i espeically.

**Emeriastone** · February 10th, 2007, 00:48

I don't really know what all happened but its a shame we can't just keep our emotions of it when it really matters.

There's nothing wrong with emotion but when it causes disrespect I say it's best to leave it at home.

**ExcruciationX** · February 10th, 2007, 00:52

WHAT??? When did this all happen???

I've flamed people too, so I'm not sure why it would cause you to leave.

Anyways, farewell, I guess.

**Mc_Logical** · February 10th, 2007, 00:57

we all will support him because ppl deserve another
chance even though i havent got a damn clue how or what started this? lol or is it what he wants? ppl to forgive him by yeah! getting emotional.