On Reflection

**Zion** · February 11th, 2007, 15:10

After the three days that i took a break from the scene to reflect on my actions on the last 4 months when i have ruined a year of hard work and time getting respected and liked, i have come to realise a few things.

1. I was a drama queen.

i admit it and promise those days are behind me (this post isnt drama its a summarasiation.)

2. I was a flamer.

Over the last 4 months i turned from a placid normal user into a huge flamer,... i took anything and everything personally and realise what a emo i was for doing so....again a new leaf has being turned over.

3. I insulted freinds...

i made some people who were my freinds my enemies by insulting them and making a fool out of myself...gunntims is just one of the people who used to be my freind until i made a ass out of my self yet again. I have also appologised deeply to quzar who i should never have flamed for him making his valid point...i understand if he is still annoyed with me as i did go overboard.

4. Ive lost my rep.

i realise with all the stuff i have done, any good reputation i had is down the drain....
nothing i can say can change this and i aim to wipe the slate clean and regain the respect and freindship i once had.

5. I insulted dcemu & Darkalex.

My post in the release of quest of link was obsurd and frankly obscene to insult dcemu for the way the thread was going and also my snide remark about dark alex due to my psp briking was out of order., the psps brick was my fault, i agreed to the conditions and therefor should have taken responsibilty for it. & i have already made a huge public appology for what i did to dcemu here : http://zionmax.com/showthread.php?t=887

Bear in mind the bit about me leaving was before i reflected on the events.

So to summarise, i realise i was a idiot, and i was out of order and frankly stupid to ruin what i had (i lost my moderator status here and a lot of freinds too) all over being a jackass who took everything to seriously.

Im not begging for forgiveness, all i am asking for is that i can be given the chance to show you all i have changed and will be the user i once was again.

My new msn is : [email protected] if anyone would like a chat

**ExcruciationX** · February 11th, 2007, 15:16

You still have me!

**acn010** · February 11th, 2007, 15:23

you have me too, ill never get mad to you

**PSPKOR** · February 11th, 2007, 15:58

I dont think anyone blames you, I mean you were backed into a corner and you lashed out, it could happen to anyone. But no good looking at the past on to the future.

**Paiku** · February 11th, 2007, 17:08

HURRAY!
Glad to have you back!

**cal360** · February 11th, 2007, 18:01

You haven't lost your rep with me

**Vendeta** · February 11th, 2007, 18:14

Well im juessing your back.... Like i said on zion max
It takes a small man to overreact but a big man to relise the mistakes and apoligize... And for that zion you have earned my respect...

**Shadowblind** · February 11th, 2007, 18:15

Zion, dont worry about it! Dont talk anymore about it, and it'll probably dissapear.

**Vendeta** · February 11th, 2007, 18:17

Yes man learn to put things aside and go on... It makes you look worse... just end it with this thread and live your normal life... But glad to have you back...