New Super Famicast & NesterDC SE releases imminent

[Clessy]

Scherzo I feel kinds sorry for telling you that this was a good dc message board that you should check out cause I wasnt expecting that.

Also I think the reason you see this kinda non understanding around here is because 90% of the posters are either staff or coders.

Coders trash other coders because they themselves know they could do improvement on things after the time.

And then I the staff might say stuff because they've been around to experance 3 Snes Emu failers with coders just like you saying promising things and it always end up no where near complete.

You never told me you just had a child. Congrats to that. I thoguht you where just very busy.

Well I dont konw what you should do but, if you dont release files regradless of how complecated your life people will just move you down to what they think of dreamsnes's coders now. Anyways besta luck and i'll talk to you later.

[Ian_micheal]

Im 27 my self and Manic depression i deal with it as well. lucky my wife is understanding. ive been in a program to help me control anger and lashing out at people. Plus all the projects i do and behind the scenes.

I do understand you should never make any promises till there finshed. Im sorry i did not get impressed but the link to the leaked SDK. On my forum you would of got a warning for that.

Other then that ive said nothing wrong you made promises and said you could do it not many people know sh4.

You was very opmistic at what you could do to it. Sh4 asm core would not bring snes9x core to fullspeed. I said that at the start.I helped you out gave you a little known -D that made speed for you.No point attacking me i supported you.

I could make it faster with out doing what your saying it's not going to make it fullspeed or close. Cpu is not the main problem it's the video rendering.

Any way The leak to the SDK was upsetting to me that type of think is why im not int he xbox scene i do a hell of lot better if i was.

I do it for the people not me. Projects ive done were by request not for me i dont do it for me ive tryed but thats not me im not selfish like that.

[wraggster]

woah please i repect all coders, damn we do respect your work Scherzo and i know what ya mean about familys

Keep up the good work

This topic is not what i want from my site.

[scherzo]

Ian, Do you honestly consider it selfish to spend countless hours doing something I believe in? Should I instead be doing what everyone tells me to do? I do that enough as it is already.

I'm sorry to hear that you struggle with manic depression. I myself have dealt with depression since my high school years too.

Yeah, bad move by me to make a big public scene about Katana. Accept my apology please.

Oh yeah, I was very optimistic at the beginning of Super Famicast. I was finally doing something I enjoyed with my free time and making good progess. You, being a manic as you are, should understand that moods can change very rapidly.

You have no idea how much I want to make Super Famicast work. I wish I could hole up for a month away from everyone and do it. This whole marriage and fatherhood thing has been really difficult for me. I'm an only child from divorced parents and have enjoyed my space and free time. Now, the only time I'm really truely alone is when I'm driving somewhere, like to work. My job is also screwed up. I can't focus there because when I'm there, I read forums/articles, code my own stuff, and on company time. As a matter of fact, I'm in a constant state of falling apart.

Sorry that I'm using this forum as a blog now but I'm all gibbered up.

Sorry that I promised and couldn't deliever. You guys are disappointed? How do you think I feel whenever I try to sit down to code for DC and I'm interrupted every 5 mins with some varying BS? Or when my wife sees me running back and forth between my laptop and DC and ignoring her? You just don't know.

As you can see I'm not the most stable of people though I can see act the part. The only person who knows how constantly frustrated I am is my wife. Now the DC community knows.

[wraggster]

Scherzo

The scene understands, you want what we all want and you are progressing but rome wasnt built in a day my friend. Best to nibble at the apple and have spells when you are refeshed.

I know about the wife thing too :P

mines gonna kill me

[wraggster]

real life always comes first, we all do understand.

You owe us nothing, any releases we get from you are great and lets hope others help out i areas your not 100% at.

Dont judge this site on some of the sayings in this one topic.

Its a good site and ive already dealt with one problem.

[Ian_micheal]

Yeah Np I understand Scherzo. I had the same break my father was a alchloic that sexual abused me so i do understand.

Any way my mood changes.. So good luck it's fustrating. Np lets get making things better.

Selfish was the comment about you saying stuff you people i do it for me first. Nothing more.

[wraggster]

Lets try and help scherzo as a scene and use what vast coding talent we have and try and make super famicast a reality.

It can be done, teamwork is the key to all of this

[Ian_micheal]

Indeed With out the teamwork Neogeo Cd would still be months away or never. I will do what i can.


People dont have much of any idea about what it takes to do the stuff we do.

I had a type of Mental break down 4 weeks ago lost any feelings which was quiet odd i could not feel sad or happy or any thing.

It lasted 3 weeks like this I do see some one every 4 weeks so im not puting it on i know how it feels and im in a constant battle to stay the way im now.

1 year ago I was a lot worst.

You can tell when im not doing really well my spelling gets worst and I post stuiped things.

[wraggster]

yeah teamwork is key, and just remember all that choosing the right words on a forum can make a mass of difference,

we all have feelings

Please share your workload with the scene scherzo and post any problems on the dev forum and hopefully all the different coders that come here can help you